On Saturday, I went for a stroll around the neighborhood wearing my 40 lb weight vest. Still a great way to get cardio in without having to run. As I was walking along, getting in tuned with my breathing and just taking in the fall air, I tend to think the most random things and for some reason they pop up without notice. I think about where I've been and how I got to this moment, I think about random movies like Spaceballs and just start cracking up laughing. That's the beauty of walking and letting your mind free to wonder and learn things about yourself and the things around you.
Sometimes I think about certain people and visualize how they're doing or what it would be like to talk to them. I think about Bud Jeffries often and hope he's doing ok and kicking ass as usual at the things he does. I think about Johnny Grube at times and how hardened he is and if that dude ever shows any compassion for anything with a pulse and just live life without having to tear many things apart like it's ever going to do anything. I wonder if he has a small hint of compassion in his soul?
There's never a day when I'm not thinking about something and at times that can be both good and bad because if you think too much, you won't sleep as much and it becomes freaking exhausting. Many become overinflated when we hear, see and react to things we notice online, in the news and in the political arena. This country is so damn divided it's ridiculous. We have become a country that hates on people who want to use pronouns, the lgtbq+ is a disease (it isn't) and someone either gets verbally or literally slapped across the face for not wearing a mask or didn't get the vaccine. Seriously, the world is a mad, mad, mad place in certain areas.
Despite what you, we and what others think, in reality, it's up to us as a whole to make things a better place and whether you get the jab or not, consequences go with both and there's risks to both and we should make the choice to take those risks without getting hate for it. Even now at this moment, like others I'm still learning to just let people be and if you're an asshole, make asshole friends, if you're a good person, make friends with good people that share your values. It is just so damn easy to hate on others because at times we don't always understand what the hell we're hating on.
I do feel blessed to live in an area where many do get along and crime rates are far lower than where I came from and being able to hang out and have fun with good people. I hope you do as well. These are the things I think about not just on walks but throughout daily life. The one thing I hope gets better (without personal agendas or deception) is others show as much compassion as possible and not try to tear each other a part because in reality, many people higher than us want that and we can't let those assholes win.
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